Well, I am over it and out the other side. Took care of my immediate needs. Made some decisions and have wondered about my wants. Still working on my needs because of all the choices. Some of my old choices were not really choices. I did not choose mental illness yet I have to make choices on how to deal with it everyday. Hope that makes sense. And things happen. I am currently living in a bad place apartment wise. Got help here about what to do and decided to keep to myself when at my apartment. I usually like to be outside in nature but someone will come up and talk to me. Normally this is ok but since I live in section 8, a lot of the people are super needy emotionally. Hated to cut them off but am still working the self care angle. So I fixed the inside up as much as possible. Noticed the air conditioner was out. It was repaired and the guy told me he had to rewire it because someone cut one of the wires. It works great! Wires and drywall everywhere!? I give up!