Changing a (Trigger)

I am changing, and learning, to accept. I am
getting courage; to stand up on my own two legs and start
to live. I am greatful and love the fact that I know
how to cry; crying cleans the soul. I know how to
speak up for myself better. 5 years ago I did not know
who I was I did not know how to talk I was scared of
my own shawdow. I have been trapped in my own prison
prison within myself. I was abused sexually abused off
and on all through my life from under the age 5 to
12. I was mentally abused. My mom gave me to a monster me she knew
I would be abused and never came to my rescue. She abused me
mentally. I am grateful to be able to breath now and accept
what has happened to me in my life. I have good days
and bad days but I know I love me and I know I can
survive we are all survers we deserve the best and we are
I used to blame myself for the things that
happened to me in my life.