Hi JuneB,
I tried purging a few times, but it made me feel completely out of control purging. So I've gotten into the cycle of the binge and starving thing. For awhile I thought that it wasn't a big problem because I don't purge. I've gotten to the point of hating myself and hating feeling so guilty and not being able to stop it. I knew then that it's a problem. If I feel so bad about doing this then something is wrong. So I started talking to T about it. It's still very hard to stop.