One therapist is not all therapists.
Your experience with this one therapist is just that; what you experienced with that one therapist.

You are hurting now, and that's understandable.
It sounds like you would like to be in therapy again, and that is understandable too. It's so helpful. Maybe when you are feeling better and feel the time is right, you might consider interviewing a couple of therapists to see how it goes. Let them know what happened with this therapist because it is very important and it may affect your being able to trust. There is a therapist out there who can help. It wasn't the last one, but it could be the next one.