wow, I would really want her to expand on that statement a lot before I could let go of it and go forward.

I've told T a whole lot of detail concerning my distrust of others, including at times some very profound distrust of her. This is central to the problems I have to work on, so I felt I had to tell her, but she IS a human being - and after all this time she has spent trying to help me, I think that it hurts her. It would anyone.
I have a lot of sadness & guilt about it.
Especially since I had to say it out loud, and to her face, I felt like I was hitting her.
Now that you ask the question, I realize that this is one of the things I hate most about therapy.