1. Most times, she does try to get me to come back out, but I agree with this mostly because my parents would notice that something is "off" if I didn't.

2. If she's annoyed with me, she'll tell me, almost like she wants to rub my nose in it or something.

3. She's gotten angry with me several times, especially lately. She doesn't yell, but she becomes very b*tchy-mother-like (as if I don't get that enough at home!!) and says stuff like "you're making this very difficult". It's really unprofessional, it pisses off several of my alters, it doesn't accomplish anything beneficial, and right now it just makes me hate her and not want to come back.

I despise therapy right now, and my T is definitely not my favorite person by any means. Screw her, man. She's not a DID therapist and we're transferring to a new therapist soon (one who specializes in dissociative disorders), so who's she really hurting by chasing us away?? When we switch T's, the only way it will affect us is in a good way, so whatever. I hate my T right now. I don't care if that's the BPD talking, or if it sounds childish. Her bulls*** is NOT helping at all--she's just making s*** worse. (damn, out of angry red smily dudes...)