I think the wise thing is searching for a place ASAP and get out of there....It's very important to be comfortable at home....It will reduce a lot of your stress immediately....I rented my current place just as temporary, but now I'm leaving almost a year here....It's not comfortable because it's close to highway and there are so much noise from high way plus my upstairs neighborhood makes so much noise....but he's a nice old guy, if I tell him that his TV is high, he will turn it low...It's so hard for me to sleep and get up early to work....I'm hoping to find a home soon....and preferably I'm looking for something close to work....
Last night, I invited all my nighbours including the guy upstairs and my sister and brother-in-law for dinner....I kinda felt bad, because I was complaining to my neighbors about their TV stuff, so I thought lets invite them over for dinner....It feels bad to tell them about the noise, because the home itself is crappy old, and what do I expect from that home without any isolation??!!!
so, stay focus on finding your own place and then you feel the peace that you need....and don't give so much attention to your friend's attitudes....There are lots of single people out there and if they want to label us as "something goes wrong with us", then so what? yes, something goes wrong with us...$@#& off....hehehe...
You have us to share your feelings and thoughts, you don't need to talk to your friends really about your personal problems.....
I found this site so helpful, as I can tell you guys everything in my life....I used to say things to friends and family, then I was getting into trouble....and I'm a sensitive person, I didn't like when my older sister impatiently was telling me "oh...I got to go Marjan...that's your own problem and you got to fix it, I can't do anything about it!"....give me a break sister....I want you just to listen to me....I have no body to talk to....but now I'm glad to have you guys on my side.....
stay strong Tatyana....this shall pass...and this is a small bumpy road that you are passing by in your life journey....try to learn from it....take care of yourself ....M.