Marjan, hi. You are right of course. Thing is my friend is my best friend in the last 10 years and I do not expect something like that from her. She got married some 4 years ago, when she was 34 and she did it because she felt she had to, its time to do it. I think she is unhappy in her own life. She had an affair with her ex bf 3 years ago while she was travelling with her husband... So I guess I she is a bit lost in herself...

PC is great - and the support on here is lovely. The sharing of ideas and experiences and the acceptance here is great. But I think its important to have this in your real like with people too.

I think its lovely that you invited your neighbours and family round. What a lovely thing to do. How did it go?

I know its hard to live with noise... I admire you for looking at the positive.

Its important to me to find a decent place where I can heal and feel good. My place with ex was huge, new, lauxurious and serene (if it was not for him....) and it will be hard to be in a 1 bed flat after that... but will see...

I am starting a new job tomorrow and feeling like I dont have energy for anything at the moment.... I hope I ll be able to cope...

Thanks Marjan, for the understanding care xxx