(((darkmusicfairy)))-I have done it many times-"gone back for more", I know that it is because i really was unable to believe that those who were supposed to "love" me just kept hurting me. Indeed, I recently cut ties with an older brother who'd abused and belittled me throughout my life.

I still would like to think he loves me...but he doesn't...it's a hard reality. hugs-theo