My car broke down Saturday and needed towing, I called Triple A. The guy that came and towed my car was sweet, intelligent, an all around great guy...I got his number...he got mine

We have a date tomorrow night, his night off..we are going to see Avatar and out to dinner as well, we talked on the phone an hour last night...

He has three kids he gets one day a week, which is the most beautiful thing to me- I work with kids and dreampt in my wildest dreams one day children would be in my life!

He is writing a book about someone whose life is turned upside down by a sudden event, he recommended the author Terry Brooks to me, insisted I check out that author's series- not the typical tow driver

I am excited but worried about my mental health background, which mostly is that up till now I led an extremely empty life..its not like I was ever a criminal or anything I guess...just lots of time in psychiatric emergency with severe depression, lots of firings from jobs due to appearing 'strange' or 'a bit off' (which I have toned down now..appear almost healthy) and the fact that I am not very close with my family, I have cut off my abusive mother...I guess that is another story..

I have no history of even a half way successful relationship- I have dated all jerks who wouldnt even take me out where I wanted to go, it was all about THEM grrrrrr

So I am all nerves here......as happy as I am, as 'pinching myself' as I am, the end of my bitter dismal loneliness MAY be in sight..

Please pray for me, I need it! I guess all I can be is myself!