You are all great. Thank you for all of the supportive thoughts. It is helpful to hear that other people can relate even if it does make me sad to know that you all aren't running around filled with joy every second of every day. My mood did pick up a bit over the weekend which was awesome.

Byzantine, that's a good question. I should try to find an answer but right now, I'm not sure.

so_punk_rock, I have to believe it's not a hopeless journey. My gut feeling is that it's a very mixed bag.