I need freaking peace! I feel stuck! I hate where I'm living and can't move because my bf is paying rent. Its the landlord and neighbors making me crazier then I am. I think they do it on purpose because they want us to leave. We can't at this time. I feel like I'm going to lose my mind. My depression is continuing to get worse and worse. All my T and Dr. can say is maybe you should be hospitalized. I don't think so. Not in that place. I went there once for crisis and swore I would never go back. What good would it do anyway, I would come right back to the same situation. I feel like I'm being punished, but why? I just have to get this out of my system. I feel like I'm going to explode!