I'm not sure if I posted in this thread before, but I'm posting anyway.

When someone contemplates suicide, they are looking for a permanent escape from a temporary situation. It does not make them selfish for this. When trying to understand what brings people to that point where they feel that suicide is the only way out of a situation, it's best to remember that there is only so much weight one person can take before they collapse. Their situation was more weight than they could have withstood at that time. It is also important to notice that we all have different levels of toleration for pain. That makes it more understandable, but never right.

It is not selfish to be in pain. But it's not right to end your life because of it. As much of a hypocrite I am for saying it, that's not what matters here. What matters is that you feel better soon. Talking to someone can help you get through tough times. I recently found that out. Good luck with you.