People can make you feel that way.
People will make you feel like you're nothing.

But why should we beat ourselves up about it? People who
can't accept honesty are in a world of denial, those are
people who want you to care but on their terms.
I see it as for every 10 people you'll meet like that, there's one who's more like you, who's honest and cares the way you do.
Why deprive those few of your reciprication because of the other 10?
They need the caring all the moreso because they're the ones who are looking for truth to better themselves and are finding it that much harder to come by.
I hope I didn't misunderstand what you've written.
For you to be in so much pain but still care enough to care shows character and strength.
You're not a problem, you're not wrong and you ARE allowed to hurt.
But with that hurt people will care on their terms.
Generic understandings can pull you through sometimes but once in awhile I think people need a good kick in the butt with truth.
Someone has a signiture on here, it reads: "What is to give light must endure burning". I LOVE that statement.

If what I've written makes sense to you and you feel that it applies to what you've posted then yes, I honestly do understand.
Sky and Fuzz, you know, people will cry and gripe to you for hours on end but God forbid you bleed a little they will call you selfish. Those people aren't your friends and need to be treated as such.
There are people who DO care about what you're going through, who will listen and who will make thoughtful commentaries back to you. Amongst the weeds there are lillies, roses and such. Focus on those few lillies and roses if you can.
I don't want either one of you to feel alone like I feel alone sometimes. It's a sad place to be.
Sky, don't succumb to anything. Fight like hell. You're worth that much. Don't do to yourself what those "10 people" do to you. You have to be your own source of understanding, caring and love, first.