Well....it's hard to tell what he wants. Yet any time I mention the word divorce he gets mad like it will NEVER happen (I mentioned it as a "what if" scenario in regards to setting up a bank account situation). But we're in a sexless marriage that is pretty much affectionless too, and he really doesn't give a dmn.

I am to blame for a lot of it, I will admit. I have made a LOT of mistakes. I'm still paying for them.

I guess I just don't know how to make things right.