WePow,

Thank you for posting. I don't know if it helps but because of the lack of language, in some of my parts I have only been able to draw them, even drawing their memories, not precisely but thankfully. It actually is very heart wrenching and I don't even want to put the images down on the paper but how will they get their point across if I don't let them.

I am so glad that you were able to auto write and that you can see the differences for yourself. I have different writing too.

But the drawings for me were the revelation. I would say oh that is so and so in the drawing. And when I finally came to see the various aspects of neglect and abuse, it wasn't that other person in the drawing it was me. At the time those things happened it had been too painful to see it as me. The extreme traumas were not for the mild of heart but were only fathomable as someone else, a different identity. I have to breathe here. Painful traumas required I make new identities in order to live.

I send you safe hugs and special thoughts your way, WePow.


Hunny