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You may be down hun but you are definitely not useless. You are going through so much lately and it is ok to feel the way you do. It will pass and in the meantime know how much you are thought of and are cared for.
Hang onto the good thoughts that you do have ...you have wonderful friends and family who love you. You can get through this ...I know you can.

Heather
"Life is the art of drawing without an eraser."
~~author unknown