I don't know if this will be triggery or not...

I hate the way I feel. I almost had to go into the hospital last night...my depression was off the marker...I wanted to take my pills...the whole nine yards! I'm still very depressed today.

My skin is crawling, my muscles feel so tight, I want to do some damage to something, and I just hate feeling so depressed!

I'm sorry if this is triggery...I am a bundle of triggers right now!