I am sorry you're feeling so down bp but you are totally not useless. You did the right thing reaching out to us here, you help so many people here with your caring, insight and humour and we love you! Apart from all the other things you do, and just being you, you remembered this bear's birthday, when my own father couldn't be bothered to send me a card. I wasn't going to tell anyone that but ... I hope tomorrow is a better day, and please keep posting ... remember we are here for you however you are feeling.

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Love,
Fuzzy