(((((Petunia))))) No, haven't found a sponser I feel comfortable with yet. I try being good to myself but i just keep damaging myself. blah!

((((((((((Allan)))))))))) Thank you, Allan. Good advice as usual. I finally got a new NA book and do read it daily along with the daily meditation/Just For Today. I work out to release some of my urges, but when the dope gets put in front of me, it's so hard to turn it away. I've turned dope down from old friends but I can't seem to do it with my sister.