I never thought I'd see the day, but I have actually been avoiding coming to PC because of the fear and anxiety I have when I'm here.

I think it's because PC is so big. So many places to read and post, so many new members joining every day, sooo many members in general.

I have never done good in large groups of people in real life. They send me into panic mode. I just never thought it would happen in the virtual world.

I don't know what to do. I love PC, I really do and I'm not here I miss all the friends I have made and all the support I have received.
But when I am here I get overwhelmed and panicy.

I feel like such a freak... because I am terrified of the one place that can give me the support I so desperately need.