(((((tamz))))) Thank you. I'm trying my best not to SI or use right now, but both are easily accessable to me. I truely wonder why some of us have to go through so much pain at such young ages. So tired of the bulls**t. Tired of the flashbacks from being raped so many times, tired of the consequences and damage my bodys in due to the crap I put myself through, tired of the drugs, tired of hurting. Just tired.