The last few years I have randomly had some pretty horrible dreams. Usually I am pregnant and absolutely thrilled and then something happens and I have a miscarriage. I wake up bawling my eyes out and feelings terrible. Sometimes I will have a dream that I have a child that is healthy but I lose him in a crowd or he gets kidnapped.

Im not a mom and probably wont be for at least a few more years so I dont know where these dreams are coming from. Usually I am just in empty black space and I just start bleeding and lose the child. Its really scary and I dont know where they are coming from.