I actually left the house today. Because my roommate parked my truck illegally and we had to get it out of impound! For added fun the back window is mysteriously smashed out even though nothing was stolen or even touched. I suspect the tow company.

I'm in debt which is mostly related to my roommates owing me ridiculous amounts of money, I can't even clean my room and I miss being me!

I started a new drug regiment but I'm feeling impatient. I want to be better now. I miss my hobbies and I miss feeling good about myself. At this point I even miss being manic. Needed to vent I guess...