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Sweetheart,
I just want you to know that drugs aren't what you think they are cracked up to be.
I'm only turning 20 next month and yet I've done let drugs ruin my relationship with my family. My friends used me to get drugs because i was getting them constantly.
I ended up in positions i shouldn't have been in. I've been drinking since I was ten.
Smoking Green since I was 16. And this past year and a half since i haven't been able to live at home i've lived with different friends and still ended up getting in situations because of alcohol and drugs. I'm broke. I have like maybe two people i can trust. I've tried almost everything you see on intervention. I mean its not great. Its sad. I can tell someone something and a week later forget i told them and tell them again. It really does mess you up. I almost Overdosed One time on a drug I wont mention but when you're on it you don't know that you are Overdosing and I looked up the symptoms and I had almost every symptom of Overdosing on it with the exception of one or two. Its not anything to be thrilled about. Some people have addicting personalities. I'm one of the fortunate ones who can pick it up and put it down just as fast. The problem is once you have done it so long its hard to just put it down. I choose to do it. But if someone hadn't ever introduced it to me I'd never have picked it up. I don't blame them though because I could have said No but then again thats my weakness is to tell people NO. The only problem is I've been able to walk away from every drug I've done except this last one. Its a battle.
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