My Drug Addiction
My drug addiction didn't start out as an addiction.
I started doing drugs really bad when i stopped self mutilation.
I was cutting myself all the time.
I did it one time for 3days straight.
I cut so much and that by the third day i was just cutting deeper into cuts because there wasn't anymore room on my arm to cut.
I started drinking and it helped ease the pain but it wasn't good enough it didn't stop. When i got introduced to drugs I didn't take to them automatically. I wasn't sure if it was going to do anything.
With a little encouragement from people i thought were my friends I started doing drugs. It stopped the cutting but it only started up a problem. A problem that has spun out of control. Even now It only makes me want to cut more and more.
Its not something I'm proud of I'm more ashamed.
I told my mom and she didn't get me help.
It drives me over the edge sometimes.
Because you never know whats in store for tomorrow or what it brings because every day is a first day but you also don't know when your first day is your last day.