Rap I know what you say.. but since anything that involves relationships on the site can be so easily misconstrued, any time I try to share MY feelings.. well the threads are locked or pulled... mainly because ppl don't really know me, nor understand me, and read their own truth into what I write... often two very different things. I haven't "gone" to "all my friends" here with what is happened, nor will I.. and thus I can find at least a little honestly from those who haven't been slanted, in their posts here to my sadness and emotional pain. Maybe ya'll are only feeling sorry for me, for my physical pain flare of late... which is subsiding finally...