SleeplessOx,
I get what you are saying. It is another world, or another perspective on the world that I really love. I wish I could just fly away sometimes. I have been smoking pot for several years but am currently cutting back, and am on my way to quitting for good, hopefully. I am starting to see that I use pot as a crutch to help me through the anxiety the day brings. But just like any medicine, I don't really want to be dependent on it, so I am going to take control of that and quit. I would like to be able to smoke only on occasion, or socially at parties, but I don't seem to be able to control it. So I have to buck up and admit that I need to quit.

I wish the world was a magical place where epiphanies come every hour and our senses are heightened. For some reason we must take drugs to feel high. I often wonder if there could be a world where people could do a drug for fun, and then put it away indefinately. Unfortunately it seems that addiction is the only name of the game. I really wish it were different, because I like the way I think when I am high. But it is not, and I must go on trying to quit because I know that it is best for me, my body, and my family.