(((Marjan))) - I'm sorry you're feeling discouraged. I just finished reading your other post with the inspiring article - but I realize it's not always easy to take our own advice or adopt an articles viewpoint instantly. Are you still going to get into volunteering?

I have a suggestion. For now, forget about finding a partner. Keep doing the activities, volunteering etc and just enjoy those interactions. I have a feeling love/partnership will come when you're not deliberately looking for it. Do you belong to a religious group? I hope things work out for you Marjan.