I wouldn't call it wrong, I'd just wonder if it's what you want? It's hard to heal if we don't expect/want to? I use the word "yet" a lot when I'm struggling. "Ah, a relapse, I haven't beaten this thing YET," the implication being that eventually I will and that I am trying to and moving forward (with longer and longer between slips and it being a bit easier to resist for longer).