thanks everyone for the support. i feel like life's always changing... which is good. every time things get so chaotic or stressful that i don't know what to do anymore it ends up calming down. as it goes... life goes up and life goes down. the waves come and go and we're still here.

i feel like shortly after i was starting to feel panicky about my partners emotional state, she calmed down and really started to get some perspective on life. it wasn't without it's struggles (a trip to the ER can really shake a person up). but i was with her along the way and i know the support is needed. she had a better meeting with her therapist, and i've felt like she's really done some work on thinking about her feelings and what kind of control she does have over her environment. this morning i went with her on her drive to her appt with her t, and that went well too. it's hard to deal with life sometimes... when we're really hurting and things seem so low. but things get better. i just hope to continue to gain insight and support because i know more struggles will be ahead. that's life...

thanks again.