I feel so miserably like a burden. I feel that everyone would be better without me, not that I have the inclinations to do that, but I do feel that way.

Mom and dad wouldn't have to drive me and my fiancé (we're both carless) everywhere...
Mom and dad wouldn't have to feed me anymore
-_- pretty much, I consider myself a large mistake on their part

My fiancé wouldn't have to put up with my fits of rage when my bipolar snaps anymore...

My employer wouldn't have to deal with a person on an FMLA for bipolar issues that calls off fairly regularly and takes loads of days off (approved) and the like. ... not that I give a crap about my employer, they're jerks.

The only beings I feel that it'd effect negatively are my kitties.
I do all the stuff for them, fiancé says that changing the litter makes him "nauseous."
I fill their food, I'm the one that looks after them... and honestly I'm not sure if my parents would keep them or give them up. Dad's not much of a cat person.

Oh, and the fact that people would be saddled with my massive amount of debt is a deterrent as well.