I think it's even more frustrating when it's supposed to be making feel "normal," but it doesn't quite.
Lately that's been the case for me, and I have to go, "Why should I take these if they aren't even helping?"
But then if I let one lapse for a week or so, it hits me (and everyone around me) that they actually are helping.

Then the cycle just starts over again, "Why the heck should I have to take these to be normal?" Lapse. "WHY ARE YOU IN MY FACE?!"
You'd think it'd make me not want to let my medication lapse, but I still do. I haven't quite been able to accept that it's just another medical condition that needs medication, like diabetes or high blood pressure.