I guess I’m more motivated now. Before, I felt like I wanted to change but now I’m willing to put those thoughts into actions. I never thought I could change so I never tried to break through my old ways. I have to admit therapy hasn’t helped much if at all. It’s my new attitude that’s driving me.

I would explain things a bit better if I knew exactly what happened that allowed this to occur. I’m not going to question it though, I’m just going to go along with it and see where it takes me.

Almost 3 days SI free!