Struggling with any mental problem is awful but I know that we all learn our trigger points and here latley my Bipolar episodes are really affecting every aspect of my life. I hide behind that big door ALL THE TIME!!!! I am so tired. My lows are taking over my Highs. I like the High parts of my illness. I am so happy and worry-free. Now just a simple word- that is amazing to me that a simple word can trigger me into a even lower point. My son is 16 and he can just say something like : "I was suppose to have this paper signed" or " I forgot to tell you......." and ITS ON LIKE A BAG OF BONES!!!! I start feeling alone and worried and depressed and want to isolate myself (more than I already do) and just not talk to anyone or do anything. And lots of other stuff but that is to name a few. I am a SOOOO SINGLE-SINGLE mother and I go to school and have NO BOYFRIEND!!! I tend to run them all off. hmmmmm..... imagine that!
Looking for some responses good or bad! Thanks