I want to post here as I am trying to reconcile something.

I have the understanding that with therapy I am pretty healed from the early traumas, forgiven but not forgotten BUT I have a part that does not get that the traumas of her years approx 20 to 30 were related to those early traumas. I just don't know what is going on in my brain lately. It seems like some kind of disconnect. I do have PTSD/DDNOS and I am getting lots of encouragement from my therapist around this but I am wondering what I am missing here?

Anyone experienced this kind of thing or know what might be going on?

Thanks
Hunny