Last week I got a review of my conduct for the field work I do for a course. My supervisor gave me a low mark and said I have no enthusiasm/motivation/always sick (though I've only had 3 days off for the semester and didn't get behind on my work). I was like GAHHHHHHHHHHHHH FUUUUUUUUUUUU. But there's no point. She won't get it. So I'm going to have to keep my crap conduct mark for something that I have no control over.
Not fair. In this case, I don't feel like a fraud. But when I had a regular job, I sometimes did. either case, I only call in sick when I don't have the energy to get out of bed and I have suicidal thoughts. I draw the line when I feel that bad and go, screw them, I need rest.
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