Thread: A burden
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Old May 06, 2010, 07:32 AM
AmadeusApple AmadeusApple is offline
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Originally Posted by TheByzantine View Post
So, AmadeusApple, what is the plan? How are you going to fix this?
I'm not completely sure...
If I were to move to 40 hours instead of 32, it would probably help, but I'm not sure if I could handle 40 hours at the moment...

I've been trying to act nicer towards my fiancé, going on a date once a week seems to be helping. We've started going to The Olive Garden every Wednesday.
I find it fairly easy to justify the $40 or so if it's helping me feel better mentally.

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Originally Posted by Mike_J View Post
So this is just me, I say you should stick around, if for no other reason than you don’t know what tomorrow will bring
No worries, I will be.
I long ago accepted how selfish it would be towards everyone if I were to do anything to myself, even if I feel that they'd be better off, I know that it'd kill my mom inside.
My dad too, probably, mom says it would. It's kind of hard to tell with him... he's not one for showing outward emotions.

With my fiancé, I'm not sure... but you know, he's stuck with me through so much, he must be pretty fond of me.

And heck, who would feed my kitties?