By the way, just so I have it out there, I did get high again today. Not as high, just a few tokes from the pipe, but I'm buzzing from it. I feel my addiction has opened full force again and I'm scared to death. I'm not a very open person when it comes to me being in the wrong, but I know I have a problem and I know I shouldn't have made that first choice to use, but I did. And now I'm stuck. *sigh*