Hi everyone,

I have lost the support of a lot of my friends since January, when "this" all started...it makes me very sad and confused.

It makes it hard for me to understand because none of this was my fault in the first place. I was abused by someone, it destroyed my family and who I used to be...

And now I am finding that while others are supportive, they are "losing patience"...

I was always the strong one, the one who was "pre-med", the one who was going to school to be a therapist...

Now that it is me, everyone is running away....fast. Esp. my "friends" in the field...I feel like an outcast in every way imaginable...

I always thought if the worst happened, I could figure it out, but this is really hard. I am sure a lot of it is just me but it feels like an impossible situation.