Thanks so much everyone

Your kind, warm words were a good enough excuse to sit in front of my computer and have a good cry. I am quite pleased with myself. I seem to have this crying thing going strong at the moment and this may sound strange, but it is a GOOD thing, so I am going to exploit it while the going is good before it dries up again. My T has been trying to get me to cry for months, in the nicest possible way of course.

Well I trusted my instincts about this new doctor and emailed my primary GP about it last night. I asked my primary GP if he would treat me for it now that we have a dx. Without a new doctor, I already have 5 docs looking after various things. I don't want another one. I told my GP everything that happened, and that I didn't trust this new doc and wanted his advice.

He wrote me back saying that he would treat me, and he was sorry this new doc didn't listen to me and that I felt that I didn't have a voice. He asked me to make an appointment with him when I was ready so we could have a 45 min session and nut out my complete treatment. He also said he would help me through my treatment from beginning to end and beyond, if I wanted him to.

Enter(again), sobbing uncontrollably, but this time with immense relief and gratitude. My sinuses are going to fall out of my head, but at least my furniture is in tact this morning. No bite marks.

So, all your warmth and compassion crossed the Pacific ocean and helped me on my way........you wonderful people. I am always amazed at the collective power of the human spirit......

Much love to all and may your days move with stillness,

Michah