Maybe you're trying way too hard and obsessing about it to much. I'm a loner and honestly you do more than me..I don't have a "group" that I do anything with. The last time I found someone it was behind a Cafe parking lot. I was looking for somewhere to sit and check my email in peace and quiet and apparently some guy had the same idea as me and we laughed about it. We had fun and that "void" was filled temporarily..when it ended I felt 15 again because I obsessed about it for weeks. It hurt more than I expected because that void was open again.

People who always have someone and do meet poeple easily are always unhappy. Their relationships don't last long. They jump from person to person to create a fake fill for that "void" and inside they're miserable. I'm the weird type that rather be single than with someone just to be with someone. It's another reason I avoid having female friends..get too close to another woman and all they do is complain about their boyfriends/husbands/exes. Too an extent is understanding but a lot of them do it constantly.