I know the title is probably gonna keep some of ya'll from reading this, but I feel like I need to post this, for no other reason than I dont feel normal. Today, for the first time ever, I watched genuine "regular" porn. I had looked at the sort of softcore stuff up until now, but now, for some reason, I feel better just for doing it. I feel more human for some reason. Is this normal? Should I be feeling this way? I mean, I'm 26 years old, and I've never seen "genuine" porn, until tonight, idk why, but that made me feel like a freak, for some reason. Should I have been feeling this way?