Yes, I know what you mean (I think) I am so busy pretending I am fine that lifes just great, that nothings a problem when in fact I am so bloody weary everythings an effort, I am struggling with all aspects of living at the moment and even pretending is becoming tedious. Then I also have to listen to my brain telling me that this is 'normal' that theres actually nothing wrong with me that I'm just 'putting' it on. I indeed feel like a fraud