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Old May 07, 2010, 06:35 AM
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My ex boyfriend has severe delusions. We've always had similar thoughts and beliefs (I refuse to say they are all delusions.) But I think he's getting worse and for me to actually notice it is scaring me. He has a blood clot in his leg, but he thinks the people in the hospital implanted something into it to control him. Like keep him from exercising and moving too much. He makes connections and comes up with proof that really isn't all that significant (like I used to and sometimes still do). He thinks they're trying to kill him. I almost believe it too because I know the government, pharmaceutical companies and psychiatry want to rid the earth of the mentally ill.
He was telling me last night about how he thought he was having a heart attack or a stroke or something so he went to the hospital and they just kept bringing up his schizophrenia like it had something to do with anything. He just walked out.
I don't want his delusions to kill him but he's so stuck in his beliefs I don't know what to do. And I don't know if I'm making it worse.