I don't think you did anything wrong. Whether or not you watch porn, I don't think that fact defines you as a freak. As long as it doesn't become some crazy obsession or something, I don't see any harm in watching it.
Maybe you feel like this was some sort of rite of passage you had to go through?
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"School is shortened, discipline relaxed, philosophies, histories, languages dropped, English and spelling gradually gradually neglected, finally almost completely ignored. Life is immediate, the job counts, pleasure lies all about after work. Why learn anything save pressing buttons, pulling switches, fitting nuts and bolts?" Bradbury, Ray Fahrenheit 451 p 55-56
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