((Amanda1981)) - sorry you're having such a hard time. Try not to worry about your family members - we can't control what they do. I don't know if this would help but this is what I think about death - when it's our time to die, it'll happen. This doesn't mean we shouldn't lead a safe life lol but we also shouldn't worry prematurely. You may live till 100 -I want to live to 100+ - so imagine lively that long and how many years spent worrying. Wouldn't this be a waste? Have you tried yoga or meditation? How about natural remedies -I heard Bache Rescue Remedy is good and so is magnesium. I don't know if this helps.