thanks for taking the time to read this roman. i did end up going, and it turned out much better than i expected it would. issues i had with taking things up with her were resolved, and in fact i think with the little i did share with her yesterday even brought a tear to her eye. she is a good t. this is why she's so popular there at the center. typically we can't meet but every two to three weeks because of her being so busy. yesterday though she scheduled me next tues during her lunch time. i did not express to her my feelings that i shared here, but she apologized if she has ever made me feel like what was on my heart or mind wasn't important.

she is really reaching out to help every way she can right now. i'm not currently on any meds or anything so the last time i met with my dr he didn't reschedule a time with me, but he did leave the door open if i need to see him again. she does feel it would be useful for me to see him. at first she just told me to set up a time, but she changed her mind and told me not to worry about it. she helped me set up a time with him, and she is going to talk to him about her concerns. this was incredibly helpful right now as well.

she told me that i am suffering from complex ptsd right now. there was more covered but i won't bore anyone anymore with all that. it just went well. better than i expected or could of hoped for so it was good. thanks for checking in. take care