i'm always lonely, scared off my rocke, sometimes i feel that there is nobody out there for my that knows me, understands me, and what not. but i know that there is! and when i get into these moods, i feel that there is nothing i can do about it. i don't have friends here and i cant go for walks. i don't go anywhere for that matter. i cant find a community that i am comfortable with. I'm scared to go out to see other ppl, even if they have my diabilities. so...i guess my answer here is...i can't. never been able to.