to start up again. Ive been away from cutting for a long time now.

My job is really not secure. im afraid of losing my job and my good paycheck. that makes me really nervous.

I havent gotten paid today and today IS payday. Im ready to walk off the job.

Im ready to do what Ive stayed away from for so long. Im trying to not fall down but im just at my end. im also being weaned off one of my bipolar meds to be switched to another so I know my feelings are all messed up

thanks for letting me vent.

Colleen